IDoWhatIWant

onedirectionohsooosexy:

They would knock on the door and be like

and I would be like

and my mom and dad would be like

and I would be like

and One Direction would be like

and then I would be like

and they would be like

and then i would be like

and then we would go to my bedroom

I would walk out

and then One Direction would be like

and everyone would be like

and I would be like

The smell of weed and cigarettes :)

Without my dog, who was my best friend, my house seems too quiet. I regret so many things, and wish I would’ve had more time with him. Almost 10 years seems too short. Everything is so different now. He was my rock. He kept me sane during rough times, with the help of my other dog, and now I only have one to try to keep me sane, idk if it will work. I don’t think anyone knows what it feels like to be holding a dog when they die. Its exactly like losing your best human friend. Everything I look at reminds me of him. Some of my clothes even smell like him. And I dont want to let go of him because I don’t want to forget him. I want to sleep but I can’t because when I close my eyes all I see are flashbacks of him and that just makes the tears come harder.

R.I.P. Sirius Padfoot Page. I love you buddy always and forever. You were my beat friend and the sweetest dog I have ever known. I’ll never forget everything you’ve done for me since the day you were born. You went too soon. You were family to me. You and Lucy are/were the only things I could talk to about anything without feeling like I was being judged. I’ll never forget you. Have fun up there if that’s where you are. I’ll always love you. No matter what. I could never stay mad at you for anything. Bye buddy. I won’t forget you